> That’s what dies if I can’t keep going.
Your priorities are completely wrong. You need to redirect the time and energy you're spending on this project towards getting back to stable ground, starting with utilizing the safety nets that your government and community make available to you. You need to find psychiatric care and shelter immediately, and eventually, gainful employment of any kind.
Are you sure you read the post.
There are no available services. But even if there were, I don't need psychiatric care. I'm perfectly capable of living normally when I do.tnhve the weight of the world on my shoulders.
As the post makes very clear, I have tried to get assistance for years. The UK is a shambles for helping people ony situation. Because I'm classed as high functioning, I get treated like I'm just wierd.
The government will not help me with Housing or shelter.
The government will not provide care for my mental condition.
I don't need a dead end job or a good job eventually.
I just want to do what I'm very good at.
But it seems most people struggle to comprehend that I just want to be given a chance.
with no track record, i would imagine it's hard to ask for sponsorship
There are services available. People will help. The help and services may not be what you wish they were. You may elect not to use them for that reason, and that's fine.
Everyone just wants do to what they're very good at. Sometimes, it turns out nobody wants to pay you for that though, so they make the decision to do something else instead that pays better, so they can live somewhere nice, and eat.
Not sure you're reading the post.
The services that are supposed to be available are not helping me.
Anyone who actually understands what OctantOS is and what it's true capabilities are would be insane to not want to be involved in bringing it to market.
Maybe most people are happy to settle with a dead end job being depressed for life just to eat.
No thanks. I'd rather focus on making something of myself - even if that means temporarily suffering until someone sees the opportunity I bring.